| 09/19/01 So, I'm back. My plea for acknowledgment did not go unhead. One Email though, I figured I would attract some kind of crowd. Then again, in my naivety, I figured some anonymous female would take pity on me. Silly me.Even though the email was from a guy, I still appreciate the sentiment. Hmm it has been a week since the mass destruction in NY, and I still feel frazzled. Maybe I'm just waiting for a sign. I do feel different. Less tolerant of the character quirks of friends. Less interested in sparing feelings. It's like, if I don't say what I mean, I might not get a chance. Ever. Though, it got me thinking about change. Real change in my life, and that...is a good thing. It's given me some sort of determination. A feeling that is not momentary. Im not sure it will go away. Maybe its courage. I don't know, I guess I will have to find out. |
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