| 12/16/02 Oh wow, its been over a year since I last journalized. Hmm, nothing to write about? More like I got bored of it and saw no point. I dont really write everything here, coz really I am a private person. On top of that I am scared the real me will be rejected. Sure, I should get over it, but its not like everyone else is hanging their souls in public. Most people are pretty guarded, even in close relationships. Leads me to believe that lieing is just standard practice when it comes to friends and bedmates. Wonder what it would be like if we could really say what we mean to say? I am guessing humans where never made to relate in that way. I am guessing, if we did tell the truth we would risk the further development of humanity. |
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