| 06/20/01 Seems to be an upturn in my mood. Im sitting on a hill I think, or maybe a flat spot. Eventually it'll all come crashing down in a self deprecating frenzy. Then the food will try and fill the void. Then the endless hours of internet porn. Finally, a bit of screaming as a drive down the streets of Toronto. Im just glad it don't last and only comes along once in a half dozen weeks. Im full of cake and coffee, and it feels alright. My head hurts, but at least I know what it's from. I feel somewhat more..awake then lately. Mentally acute, and focused. Im thinking it might be a good time to figure somethings out. Maybe get my life on a straighter line. Then again.. monkeys might fly out of my butt..and maybe...they REALLY will. |
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