05/26/01
I didn't feel very excited about anything today. We practiced today with the band, to prepare for the upcoming
live show. We played about 2 hours then I broke a string. Didn't feel like fixing it, or for that matter playing
anymore. Had some coffee and sat out for the next hour or so.
After practice, which ended round 4 or 5 I came home, went out and got me some food and spent the rest of the evening
alone. I think I wanted to be alone, it didn't really feel like a bad thing at all. Some private time, space to my
own without any responsibilities. I really need to get control of my life.
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